Luck Luck I step out into the road,Hear a screech of tyres,I'm told I'm lucky to be alive,I tell them all they're liars.Laying alone on a hospital bed,They tell me the cancer hasn't spread,They tell me I'm lucky to be alive,I tell them I never want to survive.I'm told they got here just in time,But the overdose was a plan of mine,They say one more hour and I'd be dead,Couldn't they leave me alone instead?
HAHAHAThe pain I took for to many yearsThe mental violence throughout the beginning yearsSuppression that no one could possibly bareBut did you know or did you careI struggle to make my life worth livingI constantly try and am so so givingBut you take from me all I have to giveAnd take some more to see if I liveBut life like this has got way too muchYou had better look out as I have the clutchOn your mind your souls and who you are nowIs nothing to me as I see you're just foulYou try to be different not let them seeBut inside I see you with the demon in meI can relate to your anger and see through your lieIts only you that retreats to the bedroom and cryI know people like you who think this game is so funBut seriously people I've already wonI let you think you're getting the highest scoreBut really lol you're just my stupid fat whoreYou save the trouble of making myself heardAnd you always say you're a person of your wordThat is crap and you know that you foolish twit
DarknessStanding on my own.Feeling frightened and alone.Monsters around me creep.Nightmare fears reach out from the deep.I feel my breath slipping away.My eyes close and pray.A light comes down from high above.Surrounding me in warmth and love.It's heard my cries.It dries my eyes.The darkness flees into the shadows.As I feel sweet relief from bitter sorrows.I look towards the light,and I ask "Where were you in my plight?"Then it dawns on me.He was always there.I just couldn't see.
This is for you.this is for you.for the fight you foughtand the tears you criedbut through all the painyou stayed the samewith you beautiful smileand big brown eyeswords can't describehow much you mend to mebut it's all over nowhe took you from this earthto be with Him foreverin his amazing placeno more tears and painnever have to fight againin our memories forever